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RIP Kid
00:55
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that walled away --
i'd hold forever
up in this prisons
true love knits you sweaters
but that'll only get you so far
this tungsten hold --
on a sprightly image
young evaporating
cycles over and feels
way way way cooler than actually is
in your dreams!
on tv!
i'm famous!
i'm the king now!
these fall days --
when we get a smell of
smaller versions of
a smile drawn in dead leaves
long blown away
still on the same damn roads with one less microphone
actin like it's no problems
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3. |
Elaborate Fantasy
04:30
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negative world
face/off
don't stand up
just replace all
your images with camera feeds
he's gone till he finally gets free
dark stars in some car
quaking at the faintest pulsars
and you don't know what to do yeah
a person sitting next to you yeah
can you even keep up?
fake erase it, can't chase away, keep, it's kinda fucked up
all the people and places you tear apart
like painting pictures in the dark
and all the things that you could never dream of
and i'm amazed at your resolve but i think you should give up
you're caught up and all you can do is watch
and scrounge up the dust.
i said it
pathetic
forget it
you're my all
you're no one
1 0 0 U N R E A L
in the monsoon make it a cartoon go away
i don't want you to see this
1 0 0 u n r e a l
in the Night Time bb the right time to get away
i'm ashamed
cause i could never be this
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4. |
I Should Be Killed
02:54
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deep in the mornin
i am on fire
you are not real
i am not tired
stuck in those pipes
cryin and afraid
shouldn't have gone too far
and lost your way
points you towards a
truest wall's blue
world's you --
taking every miniscule piece of glass and dropping each one of them into my eye
break my face off up on these things change
but i'm still trapped down on songs that only have names
still stuck in this pipe, undying of thirst gets switched twice
quick, feeling your mind melting into the infinite
down a spiral staircase of images
now
a vision
are you distant?
you miss your hands in mittens
i am Looking bad at you
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choose your own adventure
choose your character
i'd rather not have the rug pulled out from under me
tomorrow blank as a winter sky
all bundled up without askin why
a tv snow of 2 thoughts;
one's on how your so lost
second's how your friends all probly hate your guts
sometimes things'll feel just right
but then get messy out of sight
haunted in the bathroom by thoughts of a bee going all black
and this dandelion's dry weak hands
soaked in cleaner from the art museum
hey zealous little prince
the cards'll show me this
a bunch a little kid prints ya gotta wipe off
and i got my own private hell
i'll figure out what to do with myself
right after I see you smile, starin at your portrait
you wanna learn from your mistakes
or somethin magic thatll make it ok
ill just not call and bite my hand
show the world i know who i am and then i'll be fine
and it gets scary sometimes.
staying up inside
didnt want this song to be about what its about.
but its not scary as it seems
itll hurt but you gotta be,
knowing you will fail,
but knowing that you are.
i've made some bad choices.
i've made some annoying noises.
i wanna make you not hate me;
i guess we'll find out.
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6. |
Read my Chicken Lips
04:25
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we love each other
we wish we were another
messages from nowhere
youve got evil eyes
vibrations attack
then shiny beacons back
i was cauterized by softness
i was hypnotized by silence
and what i could make there
getting let down
by pure voices too silent
to bask in this softness
you put up with my dumbness
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baby in my fantasy
always red ants underneath
but i got drawings
& futures
wake up & i'm not feelin the cavity
i don't feel gravity
and it was at that moment he let his guard down against himself again
Ruined these first times now i just go back home and miss you
Timekilla in the windy city sullen on the blue line in a lush pink wave suit
livin in the moon i'm a livin excuse
went back now i'm behind my eyes
bye bye one things just to be fine
perhaps i haven't sucked as much blood as i thought
but i just can't shake the feeling i'm gonna be forgot
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Drone Lover
05:48
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im vibrated
by any wavering of this line
awkward aphasia
its real in due time
lay on down
flip a switch on
kill your eyeballs
everything is nothing
nothing is everything
giving yourself space
for the mess in your head
you go to sleep hopeful
you'll do what you said
and when the time comes
you pace
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look at you now, you're awake again
but you can't have enough rest
visions of falling into warm white voids
brought a warmth deep in your chest
don't try anything stupid, your friends in black
won't get back at what lives deep in your chest
don't try to try, just try to keep yourself
from trying too hard i guess....... lol
& i die with the day
it all goes away
and no one will see cause i know what i'm worth
and i look in your eyes
there's a tear and a sigh
an awkward goodbye as i sink into the earth
& we met at the park
and we looked at the stars
and maybe forgot how they're so far away
but nothing here is real
so i'll go home and feel
happy knowing i can't sink lower then i did today
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10. |
New-Type™ Unmemories
06:49
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too many phoenixes been on deck but bailed due to poor turnout
too many baptisms have been warmed and ready but you're scared you might drown
all you've had is yourselves inside a dream
saying this out loud sings like a scheme
but the money in your hands a-smokin
don't act like it won't just all be ash one day
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11. |
Rei Ayanami Cosplay
02:42
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(YOU FUCKIN BITCH MOM!!!)
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